I want a man who is sexy.

I want a man who is funny.

I want a man who does not want children or already has his own.

I want a man that has a job and his own apartment.

I want a man that loves his family but does not let them control him.

I want a man that holds himself accountable.

I want a man that knows his flaws but is working on them.

I want a man with a kid heart but strong disposition.

I want a man who is somewhat secure.

I'm tired of feeling helpless.

I'm tired of feeling lonely.

I'm tired of feeling my life is controlled by others.

I'm tired of feeling unloved.

I'm tired of allowing people to disrespect me.

I'm tired of thinking of others before myself.

Me: Hey. How are you?

I: I'm looking for Ahmed.

Me: It sounds like you are outside.

I: (Laughing) Ahmed is hiding because the boss is coming.

Me: It sounds like you are outside.

I: I have to go because the battery is dieing.

Me: Okay.

(I hang up and call the store. His boss answers).

Me: Can I speak to Ihab?

B: Ihab left two minutes ago.

I hang up and text Ihab that I no longer want him to speak to me because I'm tired of his lying.
One hour later he calls me three times and then texts me that he is not a liar. I'm tired of his lying.

Last night he was in front of his friend and said he would pay for my ticket to Florida. I've spoken about Florida many times with him and never mentioned it. He said it in front of his friend to make himself seem big and he knew I would not accept his ticket so he nothing to lose and everything to gain by looking good in fron of his friend.